Tuesday, July 13, 2010

I'm back. Photos!

So I'm back from Melbourne. I had a fast day up there and an awful lot of eating in between. But yeah E didn't even say anything when I didn't eat anything all day. Woohooo.
However one of the days in which he didn't eat much I was all "don't you want some lunch or something" and he was like "no, coz I'm ancora and I starve myself lol". Me - "hahah"... awkward. Anyway I did eat a lot of food and now I'm home with just my brother and our parents are away so we keep cooking really intense vegetarian meals. Like last night we made leek agnollotti with capsicum sauce. We made our own agnolotti! Impressive. Makes me fat though, so hmmm.. I don't know I think I will fast throughout days and then just only eat dinner, because cooking is really fun to be honest. Exccept now I'm really poor. Oh and me and E didn't.. ahem. Yeah was nothing there at all so that'll probably never happen but it is probably better as it would make for an awkward friendship.

I bought some really great shoes though. And melbourne is generally great. I will put up some photos when I get them developed because I'm so old school and use analouge cameras.

Oh I could throw up because then I still get to cook and eat.. but don't really want to go down that path. Oh well.

So now I'm going to do lots of Italian homework! Yay subjenctive past tense. I will also have to catch up on blogs.

Ah but here are some from my digital camera. Yay. I'll take them down soon. When I remember.

bam gone

E has a rlly thin thigh and it makes me jealous i can not put my hands around mine gosh.

That was a bit long. <3

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Bye guys.

Ok I'm off to Melbourne tomorrow, E's coming over in about 10 minutes though so I shan't be on til Monday.
So have fun and be slim.

How am I going? Meh. Healthy at least, I had a sundae at work yesterday:( it was free, see? Inexcusible.

Also I was 68kg at the end of my fast, back to 69 now.

Oh here comes the car. Must go. Also, me and E have baking plans.. uh oh.


Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Ohhhh food is so gross.

All up in my tummy. Yuk.

So yesterday I had some soy crisps and dates and then some malteasers and a 'chicken deluxe' burger, without the chicken. After work at 10pm. And I went to E's grandmas and ohh how I wanted to throw up I was so close but I would've been heard but I felt so gross and sick. Moral of the story - don't eat.

So today I've had 2 pieces of toast. Why oh why did I do that? I don't even know. I just feel yuk again. So I'd like that to be all. I work from 1-5 so I can pretend I ate lunch there and something at 5 which means I don't need dinner. Beh.

Then E is coming over tomorrow night and we're going to Melbourne on Friday. Yayayay.


My cat smells like farts.

Oh also it says I have 2 comments but when I try to look at them I can't see them so I don't know what's going on there. I might change to I have to moderate the comments just so I can see them all. Anyway.

Monday, July 5, 2010


So hungry oh my stomach, it's officially been a 48 hour fast now so I'm thinking I might break it now rather than wake up in the middle of the night from hunger and binge.

Ok... I'm going to go eat a slice of toast some veges and no fat yogurt now.

Hmm just came back from changing the cats kitty litter and have second thoughts, all that is too much. I'm just going to have tea and toast, then a multi vitamin. Cool. And maybe just some peas/carrots.

Also tomorrow I'm out with friends from 9am - 10pm so dunno what to do about eating.. we shall see.

EDIT: (possibly triggering scroll over to read) That piece of toast is the most amazingly delicious thing I have ever eaten in my life. Ever. Wow.

Sunday, July 4, 2010


Just on youtube, looking at things as I continue my fast when this came up;

No I wont have a kit-kat thanks.

Anywho I'm not hungry anymore. Was so hungry this morning, now I'm just tired and light headed. Yeah. Hard to think/type anything relavent.

There are some really bad ana movies out there. Quite hilariously bad really.

And some really boring people who talk about their lives.
We just got fast internet so I never usually use youtube so its all a new experience.

Anyway, my cat's laying on my keyboard swo its quite hard to type.



Well the fasty fast of today is going well. I worked from 6-2 with no problems, just hada tea and some apple juice. Then had a tea when I got home and now 'tis 7pm.
I am home alone which is so lovely, no one to tell me to eat. I may fast again tomorrow if I can manage it, as I am not working. Hmmm. I should do some Italian homework.

Well I am rather tired and head achey, and am trying to avoid thoughts of food with not so much interesting news. So I'll just go watch Merlin. My life is oh so interesing.

But I'm going to Melbourne on Friday, with E, coming back Monday. Plan on not eating Saturday or Sunday. We'll see.

Bye bye.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Oh my.

So.... it all ate more than was planned sad face:(

I had some toast in the middle of the night at E's yesterday. Then today had a custard tart (which was gross), and some small chips. And I did steal some malteasers. E got caught and in troubleeeee. Ahha. And I had a bit of enchilada for dinner, so I was on my feet running around at work all day but I still feel fat. And I weighed myself (at night with clothes and food weight) and I was 69.6 which is lower than I deserved so that's good.

I'm going to fast with Marcus and Lucy tomorrow. Not sure how long for. I'm working 6am - 2pm. Hmm. I might allow myself apple and orange juice, but that's all. Thennn I'm home alone for 3 days! Yay! No eating. Extended fast..? See how I go, my initial intense motivation is gone so it shall be slightly harder. But anyway.

Farewell. No eating tomorrow! I will wear the red bracelet! Yay!

Thursday, July 1, 2010


So yesterday was ok with the dinner. Had some cous cous an egg and some vegetables, no empty calories at least. Then today I successfully avoided breakfast, hmm.. but at recess I had a muffin and a dim sim. Yeah. Damn it. And an egg for lunch. Shit.
And I got out of school early yay.
Oh well this can be an avoid binge day. So I will go to work, not eat then stay at E's grandmas coz its easy to not eat there, then tomorrow I shall work 9-5.. I will eat a banana and pear. Um.. then go home. Then I will eat some dinner because on Sunday I have 6am - 2pm so another apple there. Then home and sleep. Yay.

So what happened today? 'twas the awards thing at school, I did not get an award *shock horror* but while I was sitting there and everyone else was getting awards a big serious teacher came up to me and was like 'you know who I think is the smartest person in year 12 is?" And basically implied that I'm oh so smart and have so much potential and would be so great if I ever did any work. Sigh. How embarrassing. I'm wasting my school life I suppose.. oh well. Potential's no good when it comes to it. Beh watcha gonna do?

Ok I'm going to sleep now so I don't get angry at E whilst we work. Yes we work together. I spend more time with that boy than my parents I swear. Anyway.